Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hey. ok day la. didnt start off too well. thank God! i wasnt late for school heh. i think i ll have to miss one from train to be late. haha.

made a new fren today. his name is Mr Chua Po Teck haha. i used to detest him loads man for catching me with my dyed hair during PAE. but after a chat with him today. i think hes actually quite a nice guy la. i mean like hes probably that sort of person with a more serious nature and i guess it not really easy playing the bad guy all the time but i really wanna thank God for opening this window of opportunity to have this 'alibi'. indeed, heh, sometimes God really works in a way where he turns that stumbling block into a stepping block. heh.

oh wells. read ur blog. quite cunning eh. but i saw through it. haha. get it?? lol. ok nvm. kinda think of it this way la heh. often, we will prefer to remain in our comfort zone. the question really is, why remain the comfort zone when u can have so much more?? i mean like some depressed person can tell me, it's self gratifying wallowing in self pity and being moody. but how bout not being depressed and encouraging some other person, doing a nice piece of artwork, completing all ur homework, isnt that self gratifying too? a solution to that wallowing in self pity is to simply find something to replace it but can achieve the same self gratifying yet postive effect! ok back to my comfort zone topic. heh. i mean like look at Simon Peter as an example. had he chosen to remain in the boat, he would never have experienced something as great as walking on water. heh. i tot Rev Mark Conner speaking bout pharoh and frogs was really amusing. but its true in a sense, why tolerate it, why not overcome it? step out of that boat, and den we can truly have that water walking experience!

step out of my comfort zone
into the realm of the unknown
where Jesus is...
-Voice of Truth by Casting Crowns

read ur reblogged blog haha. oh wells. chocolate. sure i ll still want u. haha. unless u get wider den me. more like if u hear wad i m gonna make u do when u grow fat. would u still want me. haha. oh wells. anyway. when it comes to strong lasting friendships. i guess we really need to think about it alittle. i mean like ur telling me ur quite passive. so have u ever tot ur frens might be the same. not everyone is gonna be as rar rar as me john or sean. and its not really a favour thing nor a group thing. but friendships really bud from these sort of things. i mean like take me and you for example. the friendship came out of hanging out in a group. and it kinda got started from there, it went on to me doing u a favour to help u buy a gift. u did me a favour too. remember the little pen part. i mean like sometimes the way u really show concern in the small things u do for people. u say ur frens r fighting. go help the situation. for me. haha. i always do it even thou i not very good at it. but at least in the end my frens r bashing me up together. never despise the small things, cus its only when they see the small little things u do for them, can they open up, can u have fun together, share weal and woe together and den friendship can grow much deeper. give it time, give it effort. it ll work out!
remember. heh. patience is a virtue!

|cowpoo| 4:06 PM|

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